
I will not say that the fear is not real. Of course, it is! Because you are always worried about things like am I saying something wrong or am I crossing boundaries when I am talking to a senior from the industry. And also, you don’t have any backing. So, you don’t know where to fall back. I will come back to the class thing- the middle class. For example, I don’t have any kind of family money to fall back on. This is the only space I can succeed or fail. So, there is no option for failure.
Abhishek Banerjee is probably one of those rare breed of celebrities who are very prompt with their replies. A conversation with him is about living life king-size. His philosophy says to build a good life first and chase your dreams after that. Acting has been the first and foremost love for this casting director who is now living his dream. Some snippets from a wheeling conversation:
Did you always want to become an actor?
Yeah, since childhood. I did my first play, Ramayan in Kalpakkam, near Chennai, which is a nuclear power station. My dad who retired as a deputy commandant in CISF (Central Industrial Security Force) was posted there at the time. I was quite bad in it.
How do you know you were bad?
I saw the recording and I knew this was not good. But I worked on improving myself. Finally I came to Kirori Mal College in Delhi where I joined the Theatre Group and trained for three years. It was here that I learned all the basics of acting. After that, I went to Mumbai.

You are an actor as well as a casting director too. Has the actor in you ever interfered with the casting director or vice versa?
As a casting director, it interferes when I’m acting, because if I’m not able to do a particular scene, then I’m always going back to the basics of how I would direct an actor in the audition room. So sometimes I tend to direct myself when I’m not getting the notes right. I have always been greedy to act. But when I was casting, I was very professional. And I like that about myself. If you give me any job, I’ll forget about my selfish needs. I will first fulfill the job. Probably this is because of my dad’s defence background which made me a very disciplined kid. And I’ve seen him serve for the country selflessly. So I think that culture any army kid or any paramilitary defence kid will have. We would like to, , do the job first and then think about what we’re getting.

But the road to acting is full of struggles. Isn’t it?
I think I have always told myself that I don’t want to live in poverty and dream big. I always wanted to live my life first and then chase my dreams. I wanted everything. I wanted a car. I wanted a good house. I wanted to wear good clothes. I wanted to go for foreign holidays. And I didn’t want to wait till my acting career took off. Yes, in the last six years, I’ve been earning as an actor. But just think, if I hadn’t been able to earn before I got success as an actor, I wouldn’t have been able to travel abroad. I wouldn’t have been able to see Europe. I would have not been able to see the world, interact with people or eat amazing food.
And I seriously feel as children who belong to middle-class families it’s our responsibility to fulfill our life first. I never wanted to be a burden on my parents. I never wanted to make them break their provident fund or investments. I hear stories like that. I didn’t want to do that. So, I wanted to earn for myself, fend for myself, and then continue chasing my dream. Because I chose that dream, not them.
What happened with Dharma productions?
When I first came to Mumbai, my friend Anmol and I got a big opportunity to cast for the movie Agneepath starring Hrithik Roshan. But it didn’t work out for us because we were new and weren’t mature enough to cast a proper commercial film. We were doing Indie films. Okay. So we did not understand that for a film of that size and stature, we needed actors who have presence so that they don’t get overshadowed by huge stars Hrithik Roshan or Sanjay Dutt or Rishi Kapoor. Now I understand that. When I did a film like Veda, I understood that it takes a lot to stand in front of John Abraham. So, yeah that kind of maturity was not there.
Moreover, at the time I went back to my native place, Kharagpur, because my dad called me for Durga Puja. And those days, my dad was more important than my job. So, we could not work well. And they fired us. But these kind of things happen all the time. Many people get fired from many jobs.

Didn’t you feel depressed about such a setback in the very beginning of your career?
Of course! Both of us cried like babies I still remember Anmol and me, we went to meet Rajkumar Gupta, the same very Amar Kaushik, who directed me in Stree and Gautam Kishan Chandani, who was our casting director, our boss. And we were crying. Anmol was crying. He was in tears. I was not in tears, but I was almost teary. We thought our career was done and now nobody is going to give us jobs, etc.
But they made us realize that we could not take things so casually and we had to become more open-minded. After that debacle, the first movie that really gave us the confidence that we could make it in this industry was Akshay Kumar’s Gabbar which was produced by Sanjay Leela Bhansali.
Today, I am very proud that we both that despite the fact that I had no idea how of how this industry works and making such mistakes, I have been able to manage a place in this industry. And we learned from our mistakes. And we managed a place in this industry. And this is the thing which I want to share with the youngsters. Because usually what happens is, I have seen a lot of youngsters who get bitter. I worked with Dharma again on movies like Okay Jaanu, Kalank, Student of the Year 2, very recently Kill, Gyaara by Gyaara. I even acted in Dharma’s production, Ajeeb Daastan.
I will not say that the fear is not real. Of course, it is! Because you are always worried about things like am I saying something wrong or am I crossing boundaries when I am talking to a senior from the industry. And also, you don’t have any backing. So, you don’t know where to fall back. I will come back to the class thing- the middle class. For example, I don’t have any kind of family money to fall back on. This is the only space I can succeed or fail. So, there is no option for failure.
So, you have to guard yourself constantly?
Yeah, of course, I have to. And I have to also be very confident that I am here to do this. And I can do it. For me, both my movies, Veda and Stree 2 releasing on the same day is a big message for all the outsiders that there is a lot of hope only if you have the strength to survive. To face rejections and to fight on, to move on.
How did Stree happen and Jana happen?
So, during my struggle days, I was not getting any opportunity as an actor. Amar Kaushik, was the associate director to Rajkumar Gupta. And I was the associate casting director to Gautam Kishan Chandani. Okay. And Gautam sir and Raj sir are very good friends. And they used to always work together. And invariably, even I used to work with them. So, now, I used to give cues hope that one day Raj sir would give me a role. But that never happened. And Amar Kaushik somehow saw the potential in me, always. We became friends. After some time we did Devasheesh Makhija’s film Ajji. Amar saw it and loved my work. And then, a few years down the line, he made this short film called Abba which won the Berlin Best Film in the finale. And I saw that film and I was blown away. I could not believe a guy who dances to Govinda songs, remembers dialogues of Kader Khan, making a film so fine and so refined like Abba. So, I complimented him on the movie but that was that at the time. Later on, I worked with him on No One Killed Jessica and Go Goa Gone, all small roles. And then I got to know that he’s making Stree. I immediately called him up. He asked me to audition for Jana, a cute and innocent character. The problem was I’m just not like Jana in real life. I’m very street-smart and a go-getter, completely antithesis of Jana. So, I told him that, no, I don’t want to do this cowardly character. I want to do Bittu. He’s more like me. And he said, no, no, no, we are considering Aparshakti Khurana for that. So, I just went ahead and gave the audition for Jana. And the minute I gave it, I knew this is me. Now, as a grown-up Abhishek, I’m unlike Jana. But when I was a boy called Gola (my Bengali nickname) I was exactly like Jana. I was a scared kid, mama’s boy, so yes I could play Jana with ease when I channeled my inner child.

According to you, do girls have more reason to become stree or the boys Sarkata in today’s world?
Oh, no, no. The women have more reason to become stree. Because stree is power. And I think that’s what we’ve always talked about in the film. That women can do anything.
Are you somebody who believes in ghosts?
I believe in energies.
So, did you have any experiences while shooting?
One night, me and Rajkumar were sitting and eating food in Chanderi. Our staff had gone back. It was late at night. Suddenly, we heard a noise. I immediately grabbed a stick that was lying nearby. And Rajkumar was very scared. And we both were discussing what to do. The noise was getting louder. It sounded as if someone was heavily panting. And I was like really getting scared. Because we were alone in that hotel. It was not a 5-star. It was just a guest house. There was no security, nothing. We kept contemplating for a while. We started following the noise. And the panting kept increasing. And it was like really growing louder and louder. And finally, we gathered some courage and we peeped from the wall of the guest house. And we just saw a huge monkey coughing. The monkey was looking at us. We are looking at the monkey. The monkey just showed us some teeth. And he just ran off. He climbed the tree and started coughing there. I have never seen a monkey with a bad cold. Poor guy!
Now how has your life changed after Stree 2?
I am back on the sets and suddenly I am getting some lead role offers. Which is great. I have been waiting for that. A lot of people have called. People now know me on the road. It feels great. Famous is one thing. And to be loved for your craft is another thing. So, when you have both that’s an amazing space to be in.
So which set are you back in?
It is a new movie called Hisab directed by Vipul Shah
–Concluded
This article by Shailaza Singh was published in Rashtradoot Newspaper’s Arbit Section on September 6, 2024














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