Amidst all the PTA routines, office madness and home rush hours, there is something that comes and your life comes to a grinding halt.. The pain of being alone, the pain of no one understanding you, the pain of people just treating you as a work horse or the next available agent… Sometimes its even the pain of the indifference that people treat you with simply because they dont know how to treat you.. And then you wonder about the unfairness of it all… The lone ranger forever walking.. Not stopping for even a breath… Because then you feel guilty… About that breath. Its a lonely walk as you lie in the night wondering at all those idealistic, ideal real life relationships you see and wonder…. Why… What did i do?